2003-07-31 | 12:14 a.m.
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It's been an interesting day of sorts for me. Nothing all that outstanding has happened, which means I was basically alone with my thoughts.

The library is a dangerous place to work - the silence makes it incredibly easy to get caught up in thinking about things that aren't always so thought worthy. There have been a few times that I have practically walked out of the library in a panic attack because I spent 2 hours thinking about any little problem I am having. The smallest thing could feel like the end of the world by the end of my shift. And they are asking me to work extra hours in that place?

I'm not trying to do the girl thing by saying there is a problem but not telling you what the problem is...I've really just been thinking about anything and everything lately - remembering good things, looking back on conflicts and wondering why I was ever upset, worrying about the future. Looking forward to the future?

Everything feels a little fuzzy in my mind tonight. It's as if I have just woken up from a nap and am being forced to have an intelligent conversation. I can't do it - Kenny can vouch for me (he called me today after I had just woken up from a nap).

I'm pretty sure that it is just from a lack of sleep, so being on here at 12:30 is probably not helping matters. Sorry this entry is so short, but I really don't know what to say tonight. Cedar Point was a lot of fun, but I just don't feel like talking about it now. I'll leave one of my counterparts the task.

She's not the kind of girl

Who likes to tell the world

About the way she feels about herself

She takes a little time in making up her mind

She doesn't want to fight against the tide

Lately I'm not the only one

I say never trust anyone

Always the one who has to drag her down

Maybe you'll get what you want this time around

Can't bear to face the truth

So sick he cannot move

And when it hurts he takes it out on you

Lately I'm not the only one

I say never trust anyone

Always the one who has to drag her down

Maybe you'll get what you want this time around

The trick is to keep breathing (x2)

She knows the human heart

And how to read the stars

Now everything's about to fall apart

I won't be the one who's going to let you down

Maybe you'll get what you want this time around

(The trick is to keep breathing)

I won't be the one who's going to let you down

(The trick is to keep breathing)

Maybe you'll get what you want this time around

The trick is to keep breathing (x7)

Garbage "The Trick is to Keep Breathing"

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