2003-11-08 | 12:57 a.m.
<< I'm okay. >>

I feel horrible. I am exausted beyond belief, I have a headache that won't leave, and I heard stuff that I didn't really expect or want to hear today.

I need to sleep for about 19 hours straight, listen to sappy music, and eat lots of foods with lots of calories.

I sound so melodramatic right now, but this is upsetting me so much more than I thought possible. I know I will be fine. It won't come right away, but it will come. Eventually, I will be okay. Maybe not completely okay, but I will survive.

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

Celine Dion, "All By Myself"

Later Days.
Alexis

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